I’m still in shock and grieving for my uncle.
Grief makes me stupid. My brain is operating at about 30% right now. Staying focused on anything for longer than a few minutes is difficult. I keep switching the beginnings of words. It takes me much longer to think or speak.
I am trying to take care of myself the way I would take care of someone else. I told myself to take a shower, and I took a shower. I told myself to make tea and toast, and I made tea and toast. I got dressed and worked on a blogpost for PopSugar and called my brother.
Now I am writing this blogpost.
That’s about all there is for today.
I’m very sad. I would like to see my family. I would like to just be near them.
As it is, I will keep drinking tea and writing. I hope my brain will start functioning again soon.
Sending lots of love,